YO! So, I'm super happy today!! Dunno why, don't really careeeee. :p
I'm listening to Hannah Montana, YO & talking to Abbyyyyy (:
Woosh, so. Yahh, yo.
I like Dillon.
A LOT.
He just can't know.
Well, he probably does, for all I know.
But WHATEVSSSS
I definitely can't tell Abby.
Or Matoula.
Ashashashashaaa.
I'm going to the Farmer's Market tomorrow with Taylor cause I CLEARLY have no lifeee.
Booooooooooooop.
I have a stomach acheee x[
Poop.
I'm still getting it right, this is the LIFEEE.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
who thinks about leaving when you're living?
I said don't do it babe, I said it ain't worth it babe.
Honestly, I think my whole depression is sparked by Roleplaying. It's not really helping my whole "coping" thing. I mean, I obviously don't really have feelings for these people, but still, it sucks. For serious, I wish I didn't go back, but I was stupid and I did. I should really stop, but I actually have friends. Yah, "real" friends.
Anyways, this song makes me cry. Unfortunately it makes me think of how stupid Anthony was, and what he did. He took two innocent lives, and his own life too. This is a little selfish, but he also made the driving rules a pain in the ass.
So, all-in-all, I had a pretty good day up until I got home. I guess it's just cause I'm tired and there's nothing to do. Whatever, I get to see Courtney on Saturday, not under the circumstances that I had hoped, but I will be hanging out with her next week, hopefully. I guess that's what I should look forward too.
Honestly, I think my whole depression is sparked by Roleplaying. It's not really helping my whole "coping" thing. I mean, I obviously don't really have feelings for these people, but still, it sucks. For serious, I wish I didn't go back, but I was stupid and I did. I should really stop, but I actually have friends. Yah, "real" friends.
Anyways, this song makes me cry. Unfortunately it makes me think of how stupid Anthony was, and what he did. He took two innocent lives, and his own life too. This is a little selfish, but he also made the driving rules a pain in the ass.
So, all-in-all, I had a pretty good day up until I got home. I guess it's just cause I'm tired and there's nothing to do. Whatever, I get to see Courtney on Saturday, not under the circumstances that I had hoped, but I will be hanging out with her next week, hopefully. I guess that's what I should look forward too.
Monday, July 7, 2008
i'm going down.
Honestly, I'd prefer you bring me up.
Now is the time where I start to get depressed. As much as my life is awesome, it's not as awesome as you think. My mom died eleven days after I turned fifteen, and the most important people who helped me through it have no idea she died, or that they even helped me.
This is stupid, but the guy I like has no idea I like him, and most likely doesn't like me back. And honestly, I know I flip out when people complain about their boy troubles, but right now I'm super emotional. I think I might be getting my period. Well, whatever.
I honestly can't stand Nicole. With her, she's either bragging about what she got, or complaining about what she didn't get, and it's a little annoying. So yeah, I shouldn't be talking, but she's the first person to say something about my mom, and then like, a week later, she's all "If I'm on GMA, will you come?!" after I bitched her out like, a week and a half before. Yeah, attention seeker much? Just cause I live in Connecticut, which is what? An hour and a half away from the City, doesn't mean I'm gonna have someone take their time off from having a life to go see someone who I've never met before.
Right now, the only thing I'm looking forward to is possibly hanging out with Courtney sometime soon, Camp, Rent, Jonas, and Mitchel. That's it. And my mom can't be here for any of it. :/
AND, people who don't think Cancer is a big deal, here's what I have to say:
Stick that in you fcking juice box and suck it.
Reality check, it IS a big deal.
That's all I'll leave you with dearest blog, goodnight.
Now is the time where I start to get depressed. As much as my life is awesome, it's not as awesome as you think. My mom died eleven days after I turned fifteen, and the most important people who helped me through it have no idea she died, or that they even helped me.
This is stupid, but the guy I like has no idea I like him, and most likely doesn't like me back. And honestly, I know I flip out when people complain about their boy troubles, but right now I'm super emotional. I think I might be getting my period. Well, whatever.
I honestly can't stand Nicole. With her, she's either bragging about what she got, or complaining about what she didn't get, and it's a little annoying. So yeah, I shouldn't be talking, but she's the first person to say something about my mom, and then like, a week later, she's all "If I'm on GMA, will you come?!" after I bitched her out like, a week and a half before. Yeah, attention seeker much? Just cause I live in Connecticut, which is what? An hour and a half away from the City, doesn't mean I'm gonna have someone take their time off from having a life to go see someone who I've never met before.
Right now, the only thing I'm looking forward to is possibly hanging out with Courtney sometime soon, Camp, Rent, Jonas, and Mitchel. That's it. And my mom can't be here for any of it. :/
AND, people who don't think Cancer is a big deal, here's what I have to say:
Stick that in you fcking juice box and suck it.
Reality check, it IS a big deal.
That's all I'll leave you with dearest blog, goodnight.
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